In this no sunlight room I slept 11 hours. Finally catching up on the sleep I lost when I was sleeping 1 hour per night. Please if you have roommates, family, kids living with you, and you choose to do crystal meth, pleease do it in another place. I was poisoned by my roommate. 4 months of inhaling that stuff. I left the place on 3/3/15 and it took until the end of May for the rashes to go away. I lost sleep because I was inhaling the drug and that is the effects. about 3 months after I left, I slept very little because the itching kept me up. Its a horrible rash and itch that poison ivy, insect bites, and soap and detergent allergies do not compare to.
I am contacting people so I can move away and rest up and get cured. I usually can make my self not cry in many situations, but these days I tear on public transportation, walking around, at home, etc. The person that I share a room with hears me too. I do not know how long she will put up with this.
I am so tired of this city. I know that I can go anywhere and make and show art because I have done so much here so I do not have any attachment to being in an “art center” anymore. I am hoping that wherever I will move to will be different; that amateurs and people who have failed in the arts wont try to bring me down by being cruel. It took me a while to see how those attacks were out of jealousy, or that they wanted to bring me down to their level. I am glad I cut all those people off, and not bother with them. I have so few friends here that it is not hard to leave. I do have a few great friends. In a place like this those ties become stronger as they are the friends that are true despite of such a stressful place.